Expressed.
Hey guys !
After 9 days I'm not updated my blog , now I am coming back ! :D
*Red carpet please .
Okay stop .
Move on to emotional conflict inside out . More to inside , I think . Currently
my mood is unstable . My heart's beat racing sometimes , suddenly . I bet
that's the devil making me unease . Urgh .
So If you had seen me unlike my usual behavior , it's because of...this
kind-of-so-called-crisis I'm facing . I hate this butterflies feeling . It makes
me numb and wanna cry . Can you just imagine , this month I'd already cried
for quite of numbers ! See how baby-ish I am .
I know some people would labelled me as 'weird' , to be frank , well I'm quite
offended but I tried to take it positively . They don't know anything at all .
Sometimes I wish they knew so they would shut up and support me but I
don't to make them feel like I'm taking them for granted . No .
offended but I tried to take it positively . They don't know anything at all .
Sometimes I wish they knew so they would shut up and support me but I
don't to make them feel like I'm taking them for granted . No .
But honestly ,
Having no friends is much more better than having bunch of fake best friends .
Me ? I like being alone on certain times . It depends .
Because it's like when we are facing problems , and we want to share with
them , but on the other hand they have their problems too and in the end ,
we will fight to see who's problems is much more worst and I wouldn't get to
share all the bullshits stuck in my head .
them , but on the other hand they have their problems too and in the end ,
we will fight to see who's problems is much more worst and I wouldn't get to
share all the bullshits stuck in my head .
Get the picture ?
However , it would be so haven if we are talking to an android . Because they
are feelingless and lifeless . So If we spilled our milk to them , they would just
listen and be quiet rather than replying nonsense like human does .
are feelingless and lifeless . So If we spilled our milk to them , they would just
listen and be quiet rather than replying nonsense like human does .
But Alhamdulillah , some of my best friends so far are the best listener . Though
sometimes they are also can be my very worst enemies . Haha . Am I being too
selfish for not letting them a chance to share their problems too ? :(
sometimes they are also can be my very worst enemies . Haha . Am I being too
selfish for not letting them a chance to share their problems too ? :(
Sorry to say , but I am that .
Perhaps imma bad friend , ey ? Kill me , anytime .
Preparing myself for Ramadhan .
Less than a week !
Hope this Ramadhan can tribute la some pahala untuk masuk Jannah .
Insya-Allah .
keys off ~
as.da.name.given :)
Insya-Allah .
keys off ~
as.da.name.given :)
crying last nite bcausse of my personal prob, btw, i think our mood depends on our life rite? so, keep saving our heart from disturbed by the nonsense people. :P
ReplyDeleteyes . think about ourselves first before we think about other people :)
ReplyDeletehahah!!! soo touching , but me too dont know what da touching part, so sweet n i think your thinking is same wif me,juz only u is gud in english n im not so.. haha. i see all the comment outhere were write in english o maybe this is english blog .. i think im stuck wif what im trying to say bcoz im hardly broken english enough sis.. heheh.. keep in touch yea.. dont forget to follow my messy n unperfect blog .hehe..anyway , u juzt teach me about write in english , a little bit i fallin love wif ya sweet blog n sweet word that have write in there..hehe..sory when i talk too muchh... :)
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